The Writer & The Critic & The Profile Of Women In SpecFic
by admin ~ October 2nd, 2011I had an excellent time at the Conflux Banquet, due cheifly to Gillian Polack transporting the senses through time with culinary art; our MC Jack Dann delighted all with his wit and sense of mischief. I had an OK performance; it was challenging with ear infection difference in my aural perception, a bit stressful because of that, but I’m glad I went ahead with it. I’ve had mostly good feedback. One horrifically bad review from a lady who was so astute (or unstable) that she spoke of me in the third person to my face. (The mind boggles.) But that’s OK. You cannot exist in the arts if you aren’t resilient enough to contextualise negative feedback as well as positive feedback (and crazy feedback, and legally blind feedback), keep perspective, and keep on keeping on. That is essential.
I did have a bizarre conversation at the Banquet, and I thought I’d document the weirdness.
A gentleman who was seated beside me in the banquet hall, turned to me and said, “So have you read any earlier work by Jack O’Connell?”
I said, “I have not read any works by Jack O’Connell.”
He said, “But…. you were talking about The Resurrectionist on The Writer & The Critic.”
I said, “That’s Kirstyn McDermott.”
He said, “Oh… you mean there’s more than one woman in Melbourne involved in speculative fiction…”
What I said was, “There is more than one woman in Melbourne.”
(What I thought was, “How have you lived so long, dancing through minefields like this? Danger! Danger! Dude!“)
He said, “Sorry.”
I said, “Hey, if I’m being confused with Kirstyn McDermott I must be doing something right, because she’s fabulous.”
Just to confirm: THERE IS MORE THAN ONE WOMAN IN MELBOURNE INVOLVED IN SPECULATIVE FICTION.
There is even more than two.
The chap was perfectly civilized and nice, and clearly engaged with genre reading in Australia, and I applaud the fact he knows ANY women writing speculative fiction in Australia. But he just honestly didn’t know how many female writers and editors active in speculative fiction are based in Melbourne. It’s almost as though we were all blobbed together in his mind. Which I find astonishing, and it really affirms the conscious efforts of various feminists in Aus SpecFic to try to break into the mainstream. We need to do more. There is clearly still a problem with the profile of individual women as practitioners. I don’t often blog about this problem, because I have too many creative plates spinning to also be a theorized feminist. I’m aware of how much I haven’t read regarding feminism, so I hesitate to hold up my opinion as anything new (mostly). But hearing something like this, in the wild – that is something new to say.
He did buy me coffee, which absolves many sins. With me, you can almost barter your way out of hell with coffee. But I think he owes the stunning Kirstyn McDermott much shiny tribute.
I don’t deserve to be confused with Kirstyn – I haven’t earned that as a writer. Not even close. By the time I have a comparable amount of work published, I don’t think the confusion would make sense, other than I’d be flattered because she is wonderful both as a stylist and as a dramatic writer. But that is getting hypothetical – I’m taking my baby steps in publication. Excellent steps, but baby steps. I’m humble about how far I have to go.
I think this guy’s confusion was based on gender, not on actual creative work. That troubles me. It hints at a perception that is worrying. I don’t know how to change that perception, other than to identify there is something weird there, and to point you towards awesome: you can tune in to The Writer & The Critic at writerandcritic.podbean.com. The Writer & The Critic is hosted by the one and only Kirstyn McDermott and the mildly unique Ian Mond.








